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about</description><title>exactly like rowboat cop</title><generator>Tumblr (3.0; @eyesofdoctoreckleburg)</generator><link>http://eyesofdoctoreckleburg.tumblr.com/</link><item><title>I think we are all capable of terrible thigs and even enjoying it. But I beleive we have a choice, and I say that first hand. Was that awful track record initials of people you've hurt? Who were they to you ? Who is the internet you and how is she different than the real you ? Are you afriad of getting hurt or changed somehow ? Thank you, you bring out the best in me as well. :)</title><description>&lt;p&gt;i hope we do, i really hope we do. that was initials of people i hurt , i was curious to see how many i could remember. they were mostly friends, some lovers, one or two friends who i wished were lovers. i think the internet me is softer, and more optimistic than the me that the rest of the world sees? maybe? i’m very afraid of being hurt, but i like to think that i’m not very changeable.&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;i’m happy we have this sort of symbiotic relationship.&lt;/p&gt;</description><link>http://eyesofdoctoreckleburg.tumblr.com/post/50793790748</link><guid>http://eyesofdoctoreckleburg.tumblr.com/post/50793790748</guid><pubDate>Sun, 19 May 2013 02:14:59 -0400</pubDate></item><item><title>So you've intentionally hurt people ? Do you know why ? Do you fear being close to people ? Does the internet give you the comfort of distance ? AS far as I'm concerned you've been nothing but great to me. Do you feel that you need more distance from me ?</title><description>&lt;p&gt;I have, and I did it because it was fun, or because I was bored, or curious, and I don’t know why nothing stopped me. &lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;I don’t know, but I think I’m protective of this “me” that i’ve created for the internet, and i would like her to stay that way.&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;I think you bring out some of the best in me.&lt;/p&gt;</description><link>http://eyesofdoctoreckleburg.tumblr.com/post/50792714568</link><guid>http://eyesofdoctoreckleburg.tumblr.com/post/50792714568</guid><pubDate>Sun, 19 May 2013 01:53:00 -0400</pubDate></item><item><title>the awful track record</title><description>&lt;p&gt;&lt;!-- more --&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;1.&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;ol&gt;&lt;li&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;!-- more --&gt;&lt;span&gt;J&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/li&gt;
&lt;li&gt;A&lt;/li&gt;
&lt;li&gt;N&lt;/li&gt;
&lt;li&gt;C&lt;/li&gt;
&lt;li&gt;K&lt;/li&gt;
&lt;li&gt;E&lt;/li&gt;
&lt;li&gt;K (again)&lt;/li&gt;
&lt;li&gt;A&lt;/li&gt;
&lt;li&gt;(another) K&lt;/li&gt;
&lt;li&gt;M&lt;/li&gt;
&lt;li&gt;L&lt;/li&gt;
&lt;li&gt;A (another)&lt;/li&gt;
&lt;li&gt;T&lt;/li&gt;
&lt;li&gt;R&lt;/li&gt;
&lt;li&gt;initials i cannot remember.&lt;/li&gt;
&lt;/ol&gt;</description><link>http://eyesofdoctoreckleburg.tumblr.com/post/50792406257</link><guid>http://eyesofdoctoreckleburg.tumblr.com/post/50792406257</guid><pubDate>Sun, 19 May 2013 01:47:00 -0400</pubDate><category>people who have shown me kindness who i have been nothing but cruel to</category></item><item><title>"People need to believe me when I say I’m an absolute trainwreck of a person who will do everything in my power to hurt them somehow instead of sticking around and acting hurt when what I promised would happen actually happens". Is this what you want ? Do you feel you have no choice in this matter ? Is this what I should expect ?</title><description>&lt;p&gt;I just think I’m a much worse person than people think and it’s sort of hidden behind pretty dresses. I don’t know I just have an awful track record with these things.&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;But I hope it will be different. Especially on the internet, I hope I can be better on the internet.&lt;/p&gt;</description><link>http://eyesofdoctoreckleburg.tumblr.com/post/50792062990</link><guid>http://eyesofdoctoreckleburg.tumblr.com/post/50792062990</guid><pubDate>Sun, 19 May 2013 01:41:25 -0400</pubDate></item><item><title>when I watch hannibal i&amp;#8217;m sort of transfixed and scared and fascinated and its all very...</title><description>&lt;p&gt;when I watch hannibal i&amp;#8217;m sort of transfixed and scared and fascinated and its all very strange in a disturbing alluring way.&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;but like, browsing through the hannibal tag on tumblr i&amp;#8217;m all &amp;#8220;FLUFFY BABIES I LOVE YOU! SERIAL KILLERS AND PUPPIES AND BLOOD&amp;#8221;&lt;/p&gt;</description><link>http://eyesofdoctoreckleburg.tumblr.com/post/50791899561</link><guid>http://eyesofdoctoreckleburg.tumblr.com/post/50791899561</guid><pubDate>Sun, 19 May 2013 01:38:25 -0400</pubDate></item><item><title>Batman???</title><description>&lt;p&gt;BATMAN!&lt;/p&gt;</description><link>http://eyesofdoctoreckleburg.tumblr.com/post/50791820543</link><guid>http://eyesofdoctoreckleburg.tumblr.com/post/50791820543</guid><pubDate>Sun, 19 May 2013 01:36:57 -0400</pubDate></item><item><title>Photo</title><description>&lt;img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/6b2e9ed774478cb55a19d25c33d61e0f/tumblr_mn09fzEXy21qmsldeo1_500.jpg"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;</description><link>http://eyesofdoctoreckleburg.tumblr.com/post/50791707206</link><guid>http://eyesofdoctoreckleburg.tumblr.com/post/50791707206</guid><pubDate>Sun, 19 May 2013 01:34:54 -0400</pubDate></item><item><title>Photo</title><description>&lt;img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/d2878cb3d8c3ee25385191469b4e5756/tumblr_mlystcYZGE1qc1hryo1_500.jpg"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt; &lt;br/&gt;&lt;img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/e12d973f124cc233bec218234ee4708a/tumblr_mlystcYZGE1qc1hryo2_500.jpg"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt; &lt;br/&gt;</description><link>http://eyesofdoctoreckleburg.tumblr.com/post/50791700065</link><guid>http://eyesofdoctoreckleburg.tumblr.com/post/50791700065</guid><pubDate>Sun, 19 May 2013 01:34:46 -0400</pubDate></item><item><title>People need to believe me when I say I&amp;#8217;m an absolute trainwreck of a person who will do...</title><description>&lt;p&gt;People need to believe me when I say I&amp;#8217;m an absolute trainwreck of a person who will do everything in my power to hurt them somehow instead of sticking around and acting hurt when what I promised would happen actually happens.&lt;/p&gt;</description><link>http://eyesofdoctoreckleburg.tumblr.com/post/50787013288</link><guid>http://eyesofdoctoreckleburg.tumblr.com/post/50787013288</guid><pubDate>Sun, 19 May 2013 00:20:23 -0400</pubDate></item><item><title>combeferrerogavrocher:

*rolls across ur floor* *lays down next 2 u* *whispers* sexuality is fluid,...</title><description>&lt;p&gt;&lt;a class="tumblr_blog" href="http://combeferrerogavrocher.tumblr.com/post/50700930853/rolls-across-ur-floor-lays-down-next-2-u"&gt;combeferrerogavrocher&lt;/a&gt;:&lt;/p&gt;
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&lt;p&gt;*rolls across ur floor* *lays down next 2 u* *whispers* &lt;small&gt;sexuality is fluid, don’t you worry about a thing; you’re not a “bad queer” for experiencing feelings and attractions you didnt think you were capable of before, it’s all right, you do what you wanna do, sunshine &lt;/small&gt;*stands n pats u on the head* *puts a flower in ur hair* *waltzes out the door*&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;/blockquote&gt;</description><link>http://eyesofdoctoreckleburg.tumblr.com/post/50786273029</link><guid>http://eyesofdoctoreckleburg.tumblr.com/post/50786273029</guid><pubDate>Sun, 19 May 2013 00:09:38 -0400</pubDate></item><item><title>secretlymisha:

as far as i can tell from my dash there’s some sort of gay musical olympics going on...</title><description>&lt;p&gt;&lt;a class="tumblr_blog" href="http://secretlymisha.tumblr.com/post/50754966912/as-far-as-i-can-tell-from-my-dash-theres-some"&gt;secretlymisha&lt;/a&gt;:&lt;/p&gt;
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&lt;p&gt;as far as i can tell from my dash there’s some sort of gay musical olympics going on that only europe was invited to&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;/blockquote&gt;</description><link>http://eyesofdoctoreckleburg.tumblr.com/post/50784402317</link><guid>http://eyesofdoctoreckleburg.tumblr.com/post/50784402317</guid><pubDate>Sat, 18 May 2013 23:42:24 -0400</pubDate></item><item><title>Photo</title><description>&lt;img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/f6db9e342d9eabf5aad6043b8a424c17/tumblr_mgow84GT8v1qdoxp5o1_250.gif"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt; &lt;br/&gt;&lt;img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/88b2ec769cc864c349358dd38b066d0d/tumblr_mgow84GT8v1qdoxp5o2_250.gif"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt; &lt;br/&gt;&lt;img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/57baf956d5b3fe2265ed4c7c823cb4af/tumblr_mgow84GT8v1qdoxp5o3_250.gif"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt; &lt;br/&gt;&lt;img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/d152e2b40860b6db58b297986f13f0bd/tumblr_mgow84GT8v1qdoxp5o4_250.gif"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt; &lt;br/&gt;&lt;img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/8bc6f379ce28dad6f9ed810b333d8d7c/tumblr_mgow84GT8v1qdoxp5o5_250.gif"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt; &lt;br/&gt;&lt;img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/acdcc21adc3b7a707a88544d2ee51af7/tumblr_mgow84GT8v1qdoxp5o6_250.gif"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt; &lt;br/&gt;</description><link>http://eyesofdoctoreckleburg.tumblr.com/post/50781516475</link><guid>http://eyesofdoctoreckleburg.tumblr.com/post/50781516475</guid><pubDate>Sat, 18 May 2013 23:01:34 -0400</pubDate></item><item><title>Send me a character and I'll tell you;</title><description>&lt;p&gt;&lt;a class="tumblr_blog" href="http://lady-stoneheart.tumblr.com/post/50776419207/send-me-a-character-and-ill-tell-you"&gt;lady-stoneheart&lt;/a&gt;:&lt;/p&gt;
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&lt;p&gt;&lt;a class="tumblr_blog" href="http://sinnerlikedamon.tumblr.com/post/50266531583/send-me-a-character-and-ill-tell-you"&gt;sinnerlikedamon&lt;/a&gt;&lt;span&gt;:&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
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&lt;p&gt;OTP:&lt;br/&gt; BrOTP:&lt;br/&gt; OT3:&lt;br/&gt; NOTP:&lt;/p&gt;
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&lt;/blockquote&gt;</description><link>http://eyesofdoctoreckleburg.tumblr.com/post/50780083243</link><guid>http://eyesofdoctoreckleburg.tumblr.com/post/50780083243</guid><pubDate>Sat, 18 May 2013 22:41:18 -0400</pubDate></item><item><title>Photo</title><description>&lt;img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/6a40b7bbf72b33ee4c8d93fbcd1c36a5/tumblr_mn0w0onjeb1rs2jpso1_500.jpg"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;</description><link>http://eyesofdoctoreckleburg.tumblr.com/post/50777612768</link><guid>http://eyesofdoctoreckleburg.tumblr.com/post/50777612768</guid><pubDate>Sat, 18 May 2013 22:05:46 -0400</pubDate></item><item><title>Exercise doesn't help depression, study concludes</title><description>&lt;a href="http://www.guardian.co.uk/society/2012/jun/06/exercise-doesnt-help-depression-study"&gt;Exercise doesn't help depression, study concludes&lt;/a&gt;: &lt;p&gt;&lt;a class="tumblr_blog" href="http://tooyoungforthelivingdead.tumblr.com/post/50584639080/exercise-doesnt-help-depression-study-concludes"&gt;tooyoungforthelivingdead&lt;/a&gt;:&lt;/p&gt;
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&lt;blockquote class="link_og_blockquote"&gt;
&lt;div&gt;A study into whether physical activity alleviates the symptoms of depression has found there is no benefit.&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;Research published in the British Medical Journal suggests that adding a physical activity intervention to usual care did not reduce symptoms of depression more than usual care alone.&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;This contrasts with current clinical guidance which recommends exercise to help those suffering from the mental illness, which affects one in six adults in Britain at any one time.&lt;/div&gt;
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&lt;p&gt;I thought this was true and all - fuck yeah, randomised controlled trials!&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;/blockquote&gt;</description><link>http://eyesofdoctoreckleburg.tumblr.com/post/50777584621</link><guid>http://eyesofdoctoreckleburg.tumblr.com/post/50777584621</guid><pubDate>Sat, 18 May 2013 22:05:21 -0400</pubDate></item><item><title>grillfriend:

unbenannt by Akin Cetin on Flickr.
</title><description>&lt;img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/e4c29aaeae23c7d939e1a912ece33094/tumblr_mhrlhsnccW1r9s1xbo1_500.jpg"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;a class="tumblr_blog" href="http://grillfriend.tumblr.com/post/42504124087/unbenannt-by-akin-cetin-on-flickr"&gt;grillfriend&lt;/a&gt;:&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;blockquote&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;a href="http://www.flickr.com/photos/akincetin/5777210132/" title="unbenannt"&gt;unbenannt&lt;/a&gt; by &lt;a href="http://www.flickr.com/photos/akincetin/"&gt;Akin Cetin&lt;/a&gt; on Flickr.&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;/blockquote&gt;</description><link>http://eyesofdoctoreckleburg.tumblr.com/post/50775311044</link><guid>http://eyesofdoctoreckleburg.tumblr.com/post/50775311044</guid><pubDate>Sat, 18 May 2013 21:31:42 -0400</pubDate></item><item><title>


But the wild things cried, “Oh please don’t go—we’ll eat you...</title><description>&lt;img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/4f3e69e46f24a43ff51136064ae3d728/tumblr_mmsuplV2x31rh69v4o1_250.gif"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt; &lt;br/&gt;&lt;img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/2d44a221872e9a2668b456271f4a1d6b/tumblr_mmsuplV2x31rh69v4o2_250.gif"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt; &lt;br/&gt;&lt;img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/74dde6b35f19f216b9cf0fe30b2ac186/tumblr_mmsuplV2x31rh69v4o3_250.gif"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt; &lt;br/&gt;&lt;img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/3cf06e0fafece55ff2825d0538feb539/tumblr_mmsuplV2x31rh69v4o4_250.gif"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt; &lt;br/&gt;&lt;img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/13f270c687e9d58b54903af09bd2b97b/tumblr_mmsuplV2x31rh69v4o5_250.gif"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt; &lt;br/&gt;&lt;img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/84b29be6d1410b449881c8769b542e30/tumblr_mmsuplV2x31rh69v4o6_250.gif"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt; &lt;br/&gt;&lt;blockquote&gt;
&lt;div&gt;
&lt;div&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;span&gt;&lt;small&gt;But the wild things cried, “Oh please don’t go—we’ll eat you up—we love you so!”&lt;/small&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
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&lt;/blockquote&gt;</description><link>http://eyesofdoctoreckleburg.tumblr.com/post/50775290653</link><guid>http://eyesofdoctoreckleburg.tumblr.com/post/50775290653</guid><pubDate>Sat, 18 May 2013 21:31:24 -0400</pubDate></item><item><title>miss-nerdgasmz:


What ship do you think I’m the child of?

#oH FUCKING YES #PLEASEPLEASEPLEASE I’M...</title><description>&lt;p&gt;&lt;a class="tumblr_blog" href="http://miss-nerdgasmz.tumblr.com/post/50767044639/what-ship-do-you-think-im-the-child-of-oh"&gt;miss-nerdgasmz&lt;/a&gt;:&lt;/p&gt;
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&lt;p&gt;&lt;span&gt;What ship do you think I’m the child of?&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
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&lt;p&gt;&lt;a class="tag" href="http://www.tumblr.com/tagged/oH-FUCKING-YES"&gt;#oH FUCKING YES&lt;/a&gt;&lt;span&gt; &lt;/span&gt;&lt;a class="tag" href="http://www.tumblr.com/tagged/PLEASEPLEASEPLEASE-I%27M-SO-CURIOUS"&gt;#PLEASEPLEASEPLEASE I’M SO CURIOUS&lt;/a&gt;&lt;span&gt; &lt;/span&gt;&lt;a class="tag" href="http://www.tumblr.com/tagged/CROSSOVERS-COUNT-BTW-LIKE-IT-DOESN%27T-HAVE-TO-BE-A-STANDARD-SHIP-OR-ANYTHING"&gt;#CROSSOVERS COUNT BTW LIKE IT DOESN’T HAVE TO BE A STANDARD SHIP OR ANYTHING&lt;/a&gt; &lt;span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;a class="tag" href="http://www.tumblr.com/tagged/WHICHEVER-PEOPLE-YOU-THINK-MADE-ME"&gt;#WHICHEVER PEOPLE YOU THINK MADE ME&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;/blockquote&gt;</description><link>http://eyesofdoctoreckleburg.tumblr.com/post/50775100913</link><guid>http://eyesofdoctoreckleburg.tumblr.com/post/50775100913</guid><pubDate>Sat, 18 May 2013 21:28:32 -0400</pubDate></item><item><title>colorado-wannabe:

So in English class we had to draw a scene from The Great Gatsby. After the...</title><description>&lt;p&gt;&lt;a class="tumblr_blog" href="http://colorado-wannabe.tumblr.com/post/49975073379/so-in-english-class-we-had-to-draw-a-scene-from"&gt;colorado-wannabe&lt;/a&gt;:&lt;/p&gt;
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&lt;p&gt;So in English class we had to draw a scene from The Great Gatsby. After the drawings were done the teacher was showing them to the class, and one drawing was a pic of Gatsby reaching towards at the green light, but in the drawing Gatsby didn’t have hands. So my teacher starts saying something like how this picture has hidden meaning and portrays the helplessness Gatsby feels, and the kid next to me just casually says “I can’t draw hands.”&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;/blockquote&gt;</description><link>http://eyesofdoctoreckleburg.tumblr.com/post/50736292892</link><guid>http://eyesofdoctoreckleburg.tumblr.com/post/50736292892</guid><pubDate>Sat, 18 May 2013 12:10:19 -0400</pubDate></item><item><title>lolplznojk:

Hey meg nice notes u got there
</title><description>&lt;img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/c74b4746aaae26ad994872dc59a3bcb5/tumblr_mjih3kiTkd1qd3ni1o1_500.jpg"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;a class="tumblr_blog" href="http://lolplznojk.tumblr.com/post/50697989452/hey-meg-nice-notes-u-got-there"&gt;lolplznojk&lt;/a&gt;:&lt;/p&gt;
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&lt;p&gt;Hey meg nice notes u got there&lt;/p&gt;
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